Valentine's Day

    Today is Valentine's day. Everyone is blissfully in love- either they have a special someone or their crush romantically reveals themselves to them. That is everyone- except me. Will I be revealing my self to my secret crush? I am not sure. We all have or have had a crush before. For some of us, being single in Valentine's day can be depressing, just because you wish your special someone can give you something ,like chocolates, or you can just cuddle with them. I, on the other hand, do have crush. But  it's SO hard to know nowadays whether someone likes you back or not -.-  I've known this guy for almost a year and a half. It's sometimes hard to get close to someone, when really, you don't  have a lot of classes together. He's so funny, a really nice guy, very tall( just cause i'm short -.-), doesn't really judge on appearances, and is so chill when you hang out. Over time, I started feeling something towards him. This Valentine's, I will ,in a way, try to reveal my self to him- if of course he (hopefully) does it first. If he doesn't that's fine. I will just go home and CRY. Buy myself a teddy bear and some chocolates. Cry some more. Eat all the ice cream by myself. And do nothing. Just kidding:) I would buy myself something, but not cry about it :) Ha ha. Anyway, I just want everyone out there to know that whether or not you have a Valentine today, I wish YOU a very happy Valentine's  Day and lots of love too :) And don't be depressed if you don't have someone, just go out with your friends and watch a movie, or go eat out and stuff :) You are all special:) Happy Valentine's Day! <3

Reverse Poem

                                                                    

I am part of it.

A foolish world

not

In a caring world

It is good to say that I am

Depressed

not

Secure

I am 

hateful

not 

loving

because my world is 

fake 

not

built with reality

We can say we are

in war

and not

In peace with ourselves and everyone around us

We should think that we are

going to die

and not believe we are...

we are going to live

We assume that 

"We are all the same"

instead of

"We are each unique"

In this world

just fake your feelings

not

truly love with the heart

I will

let my walls fall and give up

instead of

stand strong and win this fight

I will 

be someone fake

instead of 
be truly myself

I am going to

cheat

and not

win with heart

I will

hate this

not

love the world

because I will

become bad 

not

become good

After all, I will 

because

I am part of it

All will become true unless we choose to reverse it.

Lies

                                                                      

           Lies are something we all tell at times, whether for good or for bad. When I was little, my cousin and I were playing in the backyard. It was a really nice afternoon, those with the sun not too hot and a light, fresh breeze once in a while. We were playing a game of catch-and-throw the ball, when all of a sudden the ball goes flying into the roof. We were all sad and my cousin had the idea that she was going to climb the roof to get the ball. I was all like "Are you sure?" and she says "Yes." She starts climbing and goes on top of the roof. By the way, our parents were inside in the dining room and it had gotten dark already. She goes up there, she gets the ball, and as soon as she starts climbing down her dad opens the door and looks around. I quickly told her "Hide your dad is there!" She climbs up and hides behind a tree that we had. Her dad looks at me and says " Have you seen your cousin?" And I say "No." He reassures with me and I tell him I think she is in the bathroom. He goes back inside and I tell her to come down. When she gets down our palms were really sweaty and we swore to never do it again. I knew that if I didn't lie about it, not only she, but also I would get in really BIG trouble. After that, never did it again. 

          When I was in the 8th grade, I was really insecure of my grades because everyone around me had really good grades. I took a quiz in algebra class, and when I got it back I got a D-. The teacher wanted us to give it to our parents and have them sign it. I was freaking out because I knew that my parents were going to get really mad at me. So I did the dumbest thing I could possibly do- Lie about the grade. So I got home and showed my parents the "b-" I had gotten and they said good and my mom signed it.  Eventually, my teacher found out and e-mailed my parents, and they got really mad at me and grounded me for 2 months straight. I realized that lying- specially something as serious as grades- is not good. Not only will it show people that they can't trust you, but you will eventually stop trusting yourself. Lying just comes to show that you are not strong enough to face the truth. I learned my lesson, and yes sometimes you have to lie, but it's not good. Since the grade thing happened, I worked harder than ever and got better grades. Yes sometimes we need to lie to make others feel better, but if they find out you lied, it can turn into a big problem. I don't encourage lying, only in situations where you have to.

       

   

My Bucket List

                                               
      When I am older, I want to go skydiving. The thrill of flying- even though your dropping at like 130 mph- Is amazing. Just imagine the wind flying everywhere. You just being at the top of the world and screaming "I'm going to die! I'm going to die!!" over and over again. Yeah I definitely want to do that.
     I also want to graduate from UCLA. I want to be proud of something I accomplished, and right now it is my biggest goal. I want to get better job opportunities and make my parents proud not just by getting good grades.
     I also want to earn my doctorate degree. I want to become a doctor when I grow up. I always loved taking care of people when they are sick and I want to not just help family members, but people who actually need it.
    After all my hard work, when I have money, I want to travel the world with my best friend. OMG! Can't wait to have crazy fun-filled adventures! It has been a dream since I was about 7 years old, and I am going to do it, even if her and I are in wheelchairs.
     Crowd cheering. I get out there. Next thing you know I won a golden trophy at the U.S. Open Tennis Women's tournament. Yes, someday that will be me. And when that happens I will look into the crowd and blow kisses to...my puppy.
     When I get my own place, I will go out there and buy myself a Husky. Those puppies are my favorite type and I have always wanted to own one. And I will.
     I want to go on a camping trip. Two years ago my whole 40 something family went on a 2 day camping trip and I loved it! I want to go again but stay abducted in nature for 2 weeks.
     Anyone who one day wants to go to space join me! Of course....when I have money. (*Tear drips down left eye)
I want to see how everything looks from a whole new dynamic point of view. 

So as you can see I want adventure but also some dedication throughout my life. Get settled down first, get a good paying job, and then do crazy, adventurous things with family and friends.
    

13 Reasons Why I Am In Drama

       

13

    Reasons

          Why

                I

                Am

                     In

          

                       D   R   A   M  A

-I love to act 

-You are completely into what you are doing

-Sad, Happy, Mad- Experience different feelings

-If you feel stupid then you're doing it right

-You feel free to do whatever you want

-It teaches you to not be afraid of what others think of you

-Being someone your not for a day is the best feeling ever

-It is a form to get to know new people

-Group work is important in Drama

-You must be able to work with others even if that other is the person you hate the most

-Express yourself in different ways 

-You can compete in many drama festivals

-The feeling of excitement when you go to Finals in a competition

 Picture from:  http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Screen_Acting_1921_page_65_Alla_Nazimova.png

6 Word Memoir

 

Tennis and Drama are my passion.

Paris is always a good idea.

Travel the world. Me and Bestfriend.

Family is stronger than you think.

Dance in fields of infinite possibilities.

Learn from past plan for future.